saturday,sunnyday

hey!!! long time dint write blog de... miss my blog? hehe actually i also dunno why so long no write de..... maybe every day sad kua sad till dunno wanna write wht de.....
First i dunno la i feel very (kei guai) ...
1st my x call me and tell me he broke up with his gf de name... (joe)
2nd my Xx call me and tell me he broke up with his gf de name..(ivan)

Ivan is my cousin , that time i with him feel he is my everything , event though at home no place to go both of us always smile laught...... ntg happend.... we stay together.... we spend less money... cause evry day teman him work , after back home.... harlo do joanne do this kind of things.... no right.... but i tell u joanne did lor.... really.... after 3 months he started to bit me fightting all thn at last he broke up with me... he is the only guy tht say bye to me,,,,,... i very hurt.... dam hurt.... using almost more than half year to recover..... first time... so wht can i get? nothing...... haix... dunno sad 4 wht today i just cht with him in phone..... in this half year i scared to see him, i scared to talk with him... i change my number, whn i saw him i walk another way go... but now...... i call him and cht with him... but i feel nothing..... if this part of blog (at tht time the people who saw this message sure feel happy) joanne recover de...... i wont cry because him de... ok ? i wanna thx to keong,liang the most!!! but both of u i also no contac de.... but hope u all happy with ur gf.....

Joe is a guy tht i noe frn club, is lin friends friend , tht night i remember till now we kisses each other... feeling in dancing..... and later togather..... thn happy but he always work work work.... whn can we meet night..... whn can we cht on the phone.... 15 min sometimes evnt neet to tell me wht time he will call thn i wait the time come.... r u tht busy maybe? both of us always club togather drink togater..... mostly all day also meet at night whn the day is without son de.....
but after tht broke y ? i also dunno y i broke up with him i still like him so?
i also dunno.... maybe i am aready scared of the pain so i let go.....
but i do miss u joe.....

haha joanne a joanne .... i also dunno y i will write it out but......... i dunno la....
maybe (THE WHOLE WORDL IS CHANGING WHERE AM I STILL?)
haha....

Dr.c long time i no write a report to u de..... the... endding is there de..... whn i stop may i now am i pass or fail.......?
haha......xxxxxx

but so how i still wanna tell out my feellings of today..... y means yes n meaNS NO.
joanne is happy kua... (y)
joanne is tierd (y)
joanne is blur blur (y)
is joanne ok? (n)
joanne still need warm? (y)
joanne still need pills? (y)
joanne rushing assignment? (y)
joanne feel lonely? (y)
joanne fat de? (y)

And i thing ntg will change abt who joanne r!!!! ok?

who am i hello Joanne la....

tht wht joanne alwyas says...

dr.c i will give my self 100%.......

hehe